Day dreamer and Believer

I've always been that kind of person who is afraid of changing my hair style. At the same time it's a hassle for me to maintain a really short or long or different colored hair. I'm afraid of taking risks when it comes to my hair because changing something on my hair can make a big impact on my look. I have a square shaped face with chubby cheeks and I have no idea what kind of hair style will fit me. But of course, at some point in my life, I've wanted to see myself in a completely different look. I have what if's when it comes to my hair- what if I color it in chestnut brown, or have some highlights, or have it curled, or maybe cut it in shoulder length? I know I'm not alone with all these thoughts and I think the perfect solution for these kinds of problems are hair extensions and wigs. Yes, for someone who's afraid of changing hair styles for a span of months, wigs and hair extensions are for you.

I'm a user of clip on hair extensions during occasions and I love that it's convenient to put and lock on my hair. But of course, sometimes blending hair extensions with my real hair becomes a problem. One alternative to hair extensions that I thought of are wigs. Wigs, nowadays, are becoming a thing and I've seen a lot of people using it to change their looks. It made its way all over the net especially in different social media platforms like instagram.

I was curious, at some point, where all these wigs are coming from and tried to search for it online. I came across Everydaywigs and found a lot of synthetic and human hair wigs. As I browsed through their site I was amazed to see a wide variety of wigs categorized according to their color, length and style. This got me really curious and looked on the different color of wigs that this online store offers. They have wigs in blonde, grey, pink, green, purple (this is new to me!!), red, black, brown, blue, orange (as well as this!!) and ombre. It made me want to try it for myself (especially the long curled ombre wig) and see if it'll look good on me. At least, I'll have a look that I wouldn't bother changing anytime I want to and the ease of putting it on and off my head.

Here are some of their customers in ombre lace front wigs, blonde lace front wigs and human wigs for white women. :)

xoxo,

I've been feeling really down for the past few days that no matter how much I entertain myself I always end up sad at the end of the day. I really need a little sunshine to brighten up my day to bring me back to my mood. Now, I found myself writing a post about Paulo and I can't hide the smile on my face. I guess he's what they call "my happy pill".

Being in a relationship with Paulo for 7 months has taught me a lot of things about love and life. I thought I am already satisfied with going out alone, doing chores alone, going online and appreciating those couples posting pictures on social media, going on school-bahay route every day, not minding if someone will text me or not the whole day- basically being happily contented with my life, with the company of my family and my friends until I realized that, I was completely wrong when I met Paulo. I realized that I can be happier and at the same time feel incomplete. There's something more exciting to look forward to when I met my long term text mate a year ago. It still feels surreal on how things started between the two of us- those "katorpehan" turned funny conversations and the creepy stalkings that turned into gestures of efforts. I'm not really into him but the more I get to know Paulo, the more I became afraid of the fact that I'm falling for him already. It's not that I don't like commitments but I'm not ready to have a boyfriend. I'm afraid to be left out again just like what the most important guy I once loved did. But honestly this shy and silent guy made me realize a lot of things in life. He embraced my fearful heart and slowly freed it from what ifs and whys. He made me realize that someone can love me for being me. I know I'm not easy to love. I'm an over thinker and I'm always afraid of taking risks. At some point, I'm also a perfectionist and I have my whole life figured out. My days are planned ahead and I have due dates for myself. Little did I know that the guy right there in front of me who's asking permission to, just at least, be part of my schedule for a little while will turn out to be the biggest plot twist of my life.

The idea of him makes me smile. The simple essence of him astonishes me. I didn't know that he will give my life more color and something to look forward to every single day. These things and mixed emotions that I am feeling, these are something I've never felt before until I met Paulo. He's one of the toughest and softest guy I know. I've seen him in his worst and it made me appreciate him more after all his struggles. I realized how lucky I am to be loved by a man who makes me feel how much he loves me every single day. I feel so blessed to have met him and I feel myself falling deeper than the last.

"Thank you for being my sunshine. You never know how much happiness you've brought in to my life." :)

xoxo,

Today marked the last day of the semester. Well, it is supposedly the last day of being stress free BUT we still have a hanging research defense on June and summer clinic on the entire month of June. A lot of things are running through my mind right now. I'm suffering from mixed emotions. I'm happy because it ended already but I'm afraid because I'm not satisfied with the last exam that I took. I studied and prepared for the exam but I felt pressured during the last minute before the exam to the point that even the easiest questions took me so long to answer. (I don't actually know if I answered it correctly.) I'm currently sitting in front of my laptop while having so many thoughts running through my head. I have so many what ifs and whys and I'm becoming a little emotional tonight. I'm suffering from stress since last week because of some school problems and mainly, family problems. I'm really trying my best to face those bravely and cope up with it and I'm happy that my family and friends continue to show their love and support even in my stressful days. (I'm sure they don't even know that I'm stressed already because I'm not the obvious one who talks about my problems.) I think I just need someone to talk to, or do something "new" to keep me away from the things that bothers and stresses me. I'm not really this type of person and wouldn't thought that I would write something like this here but I think there are really days wherein I will feel like I just want to disappear and just go back when everything is fine- just like today. I'm currently drowning in my own thoughts but I'll be overcoming this. Maybe not at this moment, but I will. :)

Sharing with you these pictures taken 2 weeks ago in Stilts in Calatagan, Batangas. I really hope to be back to my happy and relaxed state, be able to release all those heartaches and find peace of mind. :)

xoxo,

Hey guys!!! A new set of wish list is finally up! I've been going on trips the past few weeks and have scheduled more trips on the coming weeks. I'm looking for cute summer outfits online and landed on Shein site. I already placed cute items on my cart and here are some of the other clothes left in my wish list. You can check out Shein's site for more cute summer outfits! :)

** Click on the numbers and it'll direct you to the item's link :)