Day dreamer and Believer: Thank you, 2019

Thank you, 2019

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Last year had been tough for me and I've always complained about it. I had a few achievements but because it was overpowered by stress and depression I rarely see it. I experienced many mishaps and problems last year and some of it were left untold because I want to keep it for myself. Overthinking almost destroyed me. I realized that I have been dependent most of the time because after I had a series of downs I needed someone to lift and motivate me to continue living.

But despite of all those experiences last year has thought me the most important thing and that is to never give up. I'm grateful because even if I cry I can still manage to smile after. I am surrounded by so much positivity in the presence of my mom, my boyfriend, my siblings and my friends. How can I give up the bright future that's waiting, the dreams I have for my mom and my siblings, the plans Pau and I are building? They made me realize that standing up and fighting is the only choice I have, that there's no room for giving up.

My experiences last year thought me how to be brave, that even if there's a very least chance of getting that one thing I've always wanted I still have to take the risk. I'm proud because I went out of my shell a few years ago and it made me realize how big the world is, how possibilities are endless, and how close my dreams can be to reality.

Last year my patience was greatly tested not only with my patients but also with my friends. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings by being true to mine. I know I told you some things you wouldn't want to hear but ain't I the realest friend who can confront and remind you that there's still a room for change? I don't know if I lost a few but as long as I keep my circle true and stronger I'm already contented with it. I'm also happy because I was able to express my feelings freely.

Last year I gained 7 kilos (that's almost 15 pounds!!) and I'm not complaining though. One of the many things I really enjoyed doing last year was to eat my heart out. One cup of rice became 1 1/2 cups, 1 chocolate bar per day became 1 chocolate bar per meal, 1 whole cake seems so easy to munch when I'm making a blog content or studying and a 5 pieces each of calamares, kwek-kwek and squid balls were so quick to fill in during a merienda break. I don't know why all of the foods seem to taste really good and appetizing for me (even if others say no!). I guess I need to get back on track this year (Dami ng gym offers since last year pero ano naaa??) and start it by cutting my allowance and saving it before I could even bring it out to buy foods!

2019 has been so so crazy that it really brought out all the emotions in me! My only hope for this year is to tick off one by one my long term goals and be as happy and carefree as I can be! :)
THIS IS GOING TO BE MY YEAR! Cheers 2020!

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Shaira Manalo

Shaira Angelique Manalo // Life + Style Blogger // Dentist in the making.

7 comments:

JuliaJanuary 5, 2020 at 12:27 AM
It's great to always see the positive even during tough times, Shaira. Once you've had time to think it all through, you see how the challenges have made you stronger and taught you important lessons!
I hope 2020 is great to you!

Julia x
Last Post: The Life Lessons I Learned in 2019 | https://juliaspeaksbeauty.blogspot.com/2019/12/the-life-lessons-i-learned-in-2019.html
The Dainty Dolls HouseJanuary 7, 2020 at 9:15 PM
I hope the New Year is a beautiful one for you, all that we go through makes us stronger and wiser x
Noor | Non-stop NoorJanuary 9, 2020 at 2:24 AM
I'm glad you took some positive things out of 2019!
I really should go to the gym as well, last year I've had sooo much food as well! :)

xo Noor
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Starshine BeautyJanuary 9, 2020 at 10:16 PM
I wish you all the best in 2020! :)

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LovelyJanuary 14, 2020 at 12:20 PM
You look great darling and glad to hear that you took some positivity from 2019, Here's to a wonderful 2020, wishing you all the best!

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Lovely
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